Serendipity Rollercoaster Ride: Part two 1/15/11

Serendipity is not always an easy ride to take but every place I visited along the way on this journey has no tone of regret. Since my travels deep in the forest of France I found my heart and fell madly in love with me. Since then, my heart is the savored wind moving me from one breath, moving every single step, and consistent honest expression, and carefully  This life is handing me what I need to surrender to serendipity unfolding so softly and also so roughly. My Seattle adventure lead me to falling into love and 2 months later out of love painfully, my rough waters of appreciated serendipity. That same trip also lead me to my always tender community of Nia, always reminding me to cherish all parts of self, which is not always easy to admit when facing my dancing body in the mirror when there is pain or struggle. Luckily that person in the mirror does not allow being loved by someone that doesn’t love him self enough. I let go of a love that was a face of many colors, darkness more often than light.  Two months of this relationship is where, I stopped. What was once a soulful meaningful sharing to what became a hallow faith and wasted energy. I began to fill my own heart again pulsating a recognition again that I deserve so much more.  Picking up the pieces and brushing the dust off my tense shoulders and walking proudly alone again. This heart wrenching pain disappeared in the breeze of my past. From that moment on, I released and began to fly closer to what I want and beleive exists in me.  The storm of organized chaos of my life began to clear and I could dance freely again in my world, smiling at what is in store with many sacred dreams.

My well lit spirit was found drawn to a workshop called “Being Loved” which is lead by an angelic being, Liz Ganz, who was introduced to me through my Nia journey a year and half prior in Hawaii that I always knew would find a way to help push me forward and inspire me deeply again. This workshop fell into my lap in Seattle and I knew instantly, is exactly right for me in my life where ….serendipity was lost.  The three day workshop was a creatively self loving exploration of my past, present, and future through dance, art, writing, and vocal expression digging deep with in and out I found flying in my skin…. again. This workshop pushed me further into focus on believing in my dreams, where tangible magic began to develop before my eyes…

Four days after “Being Loved” I received an email response to the Nia scholarship application process, that I had been accepted and given the first and only full ride scholarship for my white belt training and the sacred Livelihood Membership package. Basically a front row seat ticket, all inclusive to my dream that has been a distant reality for five years now.  The magic I began to breath into my lungs and prepare for stepping into what I have longed for in life… being a Nia teacher, my heart races joy and love for what is around the next corner. I continue to slowly enjoy the view of this journey being lead by what lies gently between my lungs….just breath and listen, my light is shining… a whisper from my heart echoes….serendipity.